Thursday, December 30, 2010
Fast away 2010 passes
Today, was my last day at the studio, for awhile, and it is very strange to know that I am forced away. So many people there that I love so much, and look forward to seeing every day/week, and yet I am helpless to change the route I must now take. My love for all of those friends, Paul and of course my old dear ones is going to be my compass to keep me on the correct path. I know that the love, faith and compassion everyone is enveloping me in, is akin to the traveler's candle in the window and the glow will serve to guide me through.
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Kathy how true that the light we are bathing you in is akin to the light to direct a sailor home. I along with your other friends are wrapping you in our arms and holding you tight; we are helping to edge you closer to the day when you will be made whole again. Yes, they are removing a part of you, but after that, you will be whole! You will be the Kathy that can smile because the pain will be gone. You will be free of all the discomfort that has been clinging to you for the past six months and you will start a new beginning. I am so happy to be one of those that will follow you closely, holding your hand, and allowing you to squeeze mine along that journey. I was never so sad as when I walked out the doors of the studio on Friday. I felt like I was loosing you but I knew that a different Kathy would return. One that is stronger. Remember Kathy, its ok to cry, curse god and whoever else you want about this cancer. Its ok to say, "Why Me.", as long as it is followed up with "I can do this.", "I will beat this," and "I will survive."
ReplyDeleteKathy, I stand next to you at all times. I'll be there to help you, to keep pushing you forward, one step at a time.
Love you girlfriend!!
XO
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